方小踢的秘密新花園

Currently I am suffering from the valcally abuse by my boss.
The word "beeing bullied" can exactly express how I feel those weeks.
I can't tell how come a person can live and treat others with no love and mercy.
Is it fun to yell at your inferior and make her feel creeping when talking?
Perhaps I have no right to judge her about living in love or not.
But I am truly bullied. That's it!

I am taught to live with love and concern about others.
And I know I have the right to live without fear.
Moreover, I know God is with me and I should not be afraid!
But I am exactly bullied all the time. That's it!

Do I deserve this because I don't know how to yell back and be crafted?
I am confused.
Anyhow, earning a living is hard. I should not ignore that.
Shall I keep suffering this unfair treatment?
Somehow I'll find the way to leave this kinda life.
Somehow~~
Now what I can do is praying, praying, and praying.
May God strengthen my mind.
And make me braver to face all the bite from lions and monster.

Why I write all of this in English?
Because my mom will visit here and I don't want to make her worry and suffer with me.